From summer last year of , some events happened that gave a sore feeling and I disconnected in my heart from the church I attended. Nevertheless I kept going,semper fidelis.

One of my main prayer requests was to experience God's love, not just know about it rationally(I know, blessed is he who believes without seeing)
But after receiving prayer, I noticed nothing.

I went, with my two sons, quite out of the blue to a fire night from Trin(touch,reach and impact the nations), an organization that longs to get the outpouring to Holland and holds fire nights now eve

this evening, with smallgroup, the leader asked me to read(aloud) something that his wife, accidently, found. It was an article with prophetic words, spoken in aug.

This weekend I told my pastor I wanted to stop writing birthdaycards, for I get no words anymore. His head is full, he is very busy so the matter will lay down for two weeks.